歌曲簡介

 發行時間： 2021/02/05

作詞/作曲：Jadon Converse& Damien/Beats By Con

演出者：Damien

收錄專輯：Pain to Poetry 

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[Intro]

No, you can't break me down-ow

不，你不能讓我崩潰......

 

[Chorus]

I stopped smoking for a day, and now the vibes aren't right

我好幾天都沒有抽菸了，現在整個人的氣氛都不對了

 

I stopped the drinking for a phase, and now I'm lonely at night

我一段時間都沒有喝酒了，現在都孤獨地過著整晚

 

I like to use it for the pain because inside of my mind behind my skull has taken a toll on my life

我喜歡用它來緩解痛苦因為在我的心裡我的頭裡有個東西會對我的生活造成影響

 

God damn

我的天啊

 

[Verse 1]

Tell me why I can't just fucking be happy without the drugs

告訴我為甚麼我無藥不歡

 

Don't give a fuck about my life cause it's crappy

不要在乎我的生活因為它很糟糕

 

I need help

我需要幫助

 

So I go to writing songs cause they catchy

所以我去寫歌因為他們能朗朗上口

 

And if I fell would you catch me? Don't even answer

然後如果我跌倒了你能接住我嗎?這甚至不需要回答

 

You're out of your damn mind if you say yes

如果妳說是，那妳就瘋了

 

Don't ask me how my day went

別問我生活過得怎麼樣

 

My smile I be fakin'

我的笑容很虛假

 

My heart is fucking vacant

我的心裡空蕩蕩的

 

That means it's fucking empty I ain't got nothing left

也就是說我一無所有

 

Without the drink or the smoke, man I'm so fucking depressed

如果沒有了菸和酒，兄弟，我會很鬱悶

 

Like shit I need to stop, I need to start cursing less

我好像需要停止，需要少去罵別人

 

But I'm stressed, it's really hard with all the weight on my chest

但是我壓力好大，所有的壓力都壓在我的胸口上

 

But I guess I'll try, but I'll probably mess it up like everything 

else in my life

但我覺得我該試試看，可是我有可能把我人生中的所有事情

搞砸了

 

Right?

對吧?

 

I gotta little sentimental right there, real quick

我現在的情緒起伏有點大

 

Sometimes I get a little mental, I'm just dying to live

有時候我精神有點問題，我就像快要死了一樣

 

I think my life is rigged, I'm trying to fit in

我想我的人生被操控了，我嘗試著去適應它

 

But when you're broken in the mind it isn't easy to fix

但當你玻璃心碎了之後它會難以修復

 

[Chorus]

I stopped smoking for a day, and now the vibes aren't right

我好幾天都沒有抽菸了，現在整個人的氣氛都不對了

 

I stopped the drinking for a phase, and now I'm lonely at night

我一段時間都沒有喝酒了，現在都孤獨地過著整晚

 

I like to use it for the pain because inside of my mind behind my skull has taken a toll on my life

我喜歡用它來緩解痛苦因為在我的心裡我的頭裡有個東西會對我的生活造成影響

 

God damn

我的天啊

 

[Verse 2]

I just drank a fifth of vodka do you dare me to drive?LOLs I ain't Stan註1

我剛剛才喝了五瓶伏特加你要我開車?哈哈我又不是Stan

 

But I am crazy inside behind my skull be doing the most

但我在我的腦海裡做了很多瘋狂的事

 

Without the drink or the smoke, man why is life so dull

但沒有抽菸喝酒，兄弟，為甚麼生活這麼的平淡

 

I don't know

我不知道

 

And when I talk it's like I'm talking to a ghost 

而且我在講話的時候，就像是在跟鬼講話

 

Because nobody gives a fuck, so I be bumping rock'n'roll

因為沒有人會理我，所以我瘋狂的搖滾

 

And I be smoking on the loud and I be rippin' on the dope

和瘋狂的嗑藥然後我現在好嗨

 

Don't care to ask if I'm okay because homie I don't even know

不要來問我過得好不好因為兄弟我也不知道

 

Shit don't ask about my life because I don't even got one

不要問我生活過得如何因為我也不知道

 

I'm hot, son

我現在很生氣

 

Looking down the barrel of the shotgun

檢查了一下霰彈槍的槍管

 

Pac once wrote a couple of songs to save a life 

Pac寫過幾首歌來拯救生命

 

And now I do it every night because I just gotta save my own alone no home 

我現在每天晚上也這樣做因為我要拯救孤獨且無家可歸的我

 

I ain't got nobody on my phone ,cause I don't condone the fake shit

我手機上沒有任何聯絡人因為我不會容忍任何虛假的人

 

A facelift is what I need to smile on the basis daily baby 

我每天臉上都擺著像是整形過後的笑容

 

everybody hates me

大家都討厭著我

 

Listening to Kurt look at the of cover of the baby註2

聽著Kurt所翻唱的歌

 

Wavy, swimming in the pool just like the navy

天真的Wavy在游泳池裡游泳

 

crazy living life in search for a dollar註3

每天過著尋找一塊錢的生活

 

if you tryna save my mama homie I wouldn't bother

如果想要拯救我的媽媽兄弟我不會去打擾

 

[Chorus]

I stopped smoking for a day, and now the vibes aren't right

我好幾天都沒有抽菸了，現在整個人的氣氛都不對了

 

I stopped the drinking for a phase, and now I'm lonely at night

我一段時間都沒有喝酒了，現在都孤獨地過著整晚

 

I like to use it for the pain because inside of my mind behind my skull has taken a toll on my life

我喜歡用它來緩解痛苦因為在我的心裡我的頭裡有個東西會對我的生活造成影響

 

God damn, huh

我的天啊

 

[Outro]

Shit

God damn

Con註4

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註1:此句使用Eminem-Stan第三段Verse裡的歌詞

註2:此句使用了Nervana專輯"Nevermind''的封面

註3:此句使用了Nervana專輯"Nevermind''的封面

註4:此為Beats製作人"Beats By Con"