歌曲簡介

發行時間： 2016/09/13

作詞/作曲:TellingBeatzz

演出者：Lucidious/Merissa Shaban

收錄專輯：Torn Between Pages, Vol 1: Make It Out Alive

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[Lucidious: Verse 1]

Yeah

 

Pressure I’m feeling is building it’s cold

壓力在我內心裡築起一道冰冷的高牆

 

I wanted this back at seven years old

我想要回到7歲那年

 

Try to live present but can't let it go

試著不要放棄活在當下的機會

 

Spend my time writing in rooms all alone

獨自在房間裡寫著歌詞

 

If you think this is dark then you don't even know

如果你覺得這很黑暗，那就是你不了解

 

What goes on deep inside of my soul

不了解我的內心深處的想法

 

I’m a role model to many people that don't

我是一位大家的榜樣

 

Be who they wanna be won't let it show

是一位大家想成為但不會表現出來的人

 

Chest is tight find it hard to breathe

胸口悶悶地導致呼吸困難

 

Many regrets I find it hard to sleep

太多悔恨導致難以入睡

 

What if I made it yeah what would that mean to go touring through cities just me and my team

如果我成功了那我和團隊去各個城市巡迴演出的意義是甚麼

 

I never thought that could happen to me

我從沒想過這會發生在我身上

 

Suddenly people reaching out want meet and greets

突然間人們想要和我見面和招手

 

Autographs pictures begging me please

詢問我可不可以一起拍照

 

Lucid, can you show me how to break free?

Lucid，可以跟我講你是如何振作的嗎?

 

You might have forgot I'm a human too

你可能也忘記我也是個人類

 

Putting’ together tunes steady sparking fumes

讓這些曲調合在一起，讓它綻放

 

Finally they got to listen now they all consumed

最終他們就會聽到他們只是在消耗自己的人生

 

Acting like dogs in a darkened room

在黑暗的房間行為舉止像隻狗一樣

 

Would you really fucking like it if I barked at you?

你真的會願意讓我咬你嗎?

 

Put you up on a wall and threw a dart at you?

還是我把你釘在牆上並向你扔飛鏢?

 

Fuck everybody you ain't really thought this through

去他的那些不經大腦思考的人

 

I ain't settling for shit that was taught to you

我不會因為你的指教而安頓下來

 

[Merissa Shaban: Hook]

Do you want to find a way out?

你是否想要找到人生的出路?

 

A way out of here

出口就在這裡

 

Can you feel it? So conditioned

你能感受到嗎?在這樣的情況

 

To the things we're taught to fear

那些我們講說要害怕的東西

 

And we're trying, still were climbing

而我們正在嘗試，繼續往上爬

 

Can we make it out alive?

是不是就可以活下去?

 

Souls are tied in, no longer silent

靈魂被綑綁著，我們不再沉默

 

Break the chains in the rules of life

打破這道綁住我們生活的規則的枷鎖

 

[Lucidious: Verse 2]

Leaving the people you love can be difficult

離開你愛的人是很困難的

 

Love em’ today then flip like a reciprocal

希望可以時間倒轉的繼續愛他

 

They're gonna hate you they won't understand

他們不了解妳，所以他們討厭你

 

Blame you for changing becoming a man

責備你成為了一個男人

 

Question your visions and question your plans

責備你的看法，責備你的行動

 

Gotta say fuck it you can't give a damn

然後對你說去他的你不能在意

 

Or I promise that you're gonna end up like them

或者你保證你最後會變得跟他們一樣

 

Don't be the guy that says remember when

不要成為那些會說到做到的人

 

Do everything that you gotta do to get outta bed

你必須起床才能去完成這些事情

 

You gonna fail a fucking lot and make a thousand attempts

但你會失敗很多次而且會嘗試上千次

 

Gonna be days you thought you were better dead

你會找到你死亡的最佳日子

 

You have deal with the shit that they said

你會處理完他們說的那些垃圾話

 

If you ain't losing people you ain't taking the steps

如果沒有失去過，那就不會知道下一步該怎麼做

 

Doing what you gotta do to make it up to success

去做你該做的事並讓它成功

 

Too afraid to move, but you wonder what's next

太害怕下一步，但你想知道接下來會發生的事

 

Paralyzed in the moment looking back in regret

停下來去思考之前後悔的事

 

And you ain't got a clue what I did to get this

而你卻找不到我做這些事情的線索

 

I don't gotta party every night to feel I exist

我不需要每晚參加派對去讓大家感受到我的存在

 

I put every fucking penny into making this shit

我把每一分錢都花在這件事情上

 

So I plan on taking every benefit that I get

所以我計畫要把我所有的好處

 

Dedicated everything to perfecting my craft

盡全力把我的未來藍圖做到最完美

 

Think you got a clue but you don't know the half

你覺得你知道我的想法了但其實連一半都不到

 

Nobody gave it to me your fucking perception is whack

沒有人把你這該死重要的看法告訴我

 

I lived in depression and I ain't going back

我生活在惆悵之中而且我不會再回頭了

 

[Merissa Shaban: Hook]

Do you want to find a way out?

你是否想要找到人生的出路?

 

A way out of here

出口就在這裡

 

Can you feel it? So conditioned

你能感受到嗎?在這樣的情況

 

To the things we're taught to fear

那些我們講說要害怕的東西

 

And we're trying, still were climbing

而我們正在嘗試，繼續往上爬

 

Can we make it out alive?

是不是就可以活下去?

 

Souls are tied in, no longer silent

靈魂被綑綁著，我們不再沉默

 

Break the chains in the rules of life

打破這道綁住我們生活的規則的枷鎖

 

[Lucidious: Verse 3]

People asked me why I started to rap

人們開始問我為甚麼開始說唱

 

They wanna know what is sparking these tracks

他們想知道甚麼原因激發我的

 

It's pretty I simple I picked up a pen

但我很輕鬆地就提起筆

 

I got pissed off and I started to vent

我很生氣而我開始發洩

 

I connect with my music more than I do them

我與音樂的連結比和他們的連結來要多

 

Older I get I been losing some friends

我逐漸老去我將會失去一些朋友

 

Bigger I grow the more I must confess

我逐漸成長我就必須承認

 

There's part of me hoping that all of it ends

那些曾經的希望都終將終結

 

Try and take a second out to walk in my shoes

試著多花點時間為我思考一下

 

I never sleep always writing from a quarter to two

在凌晨00:30~2:00我都在寫歌沒有睡覺

 

Suicidal at a point in time but nobody knew

在這個時間點自殺沒有人會知道

 

Everybody wanna tell me their opinion or view

大家都想告訴我他們的觀點及想法

 

Yeah people love it and some hate what I do

對，有些人喜歡也有人討厭我做的所作所為

 

Look at my phone and see people abuse

我看到我的手機看見人們在虐待

 

Technology kids getting bullied in school

科技使孩子們在學校霸凌

 

Overdose thinking that gossip is true

過度飲酒導致我相信那些流言斐語

 

It's pretty sickening just how vindictive a bully can be to a kid in the kitchen That's going through hell while his parents are bitching

About making money and facing eviction

那些被霸凌的人有著報復心是令人作嘔的，當他們面臨地獄般的情況時，他們父母卻在抱怨賺錢和辭職

 

All while taking prescriptions

而我們卻一直在吃藥

 

Fix ADD ones that causes addiction

但我們卻吃藥吃到成癮

 

Nobody listens(nobody listens)

而沒有人願意傾聽我們

 

Fuck it I guess that we all are conditioned

該死這已經成為了我們的習慣

 

(Ahh)