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歌曲簡介 

 

 演出者:Lucidious/Pianoholic

發行時間： 2015/12/18

收錄專輯：30 Days

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[Lucidious: Verse 1]

Yeah. All of these songs that we create can’t even scratch the surface

對，我們所創作的歌都無法成為主流

 

The reasons why we feel what we do why we write these verses

這就是我們所感覺的、我們在做的、我們所寫的段子的原因

 

To be honest sometimes I don't even know why I'm writin’

老實說我有時甚至不知道我在寫甚麼

 

I feel I’m torn between good and evil and I am frightened

我很怕我會在天使與惡魔兩難之間左右抉擇

 

Sometimes I pray to god, sometimes I say I hate him

有時我向上帝禱告，有時我說我討厭他

 

Shit everyday I feel I'm living in an ultimatum

我感覺我每天生活在被下最後通牒的日子裡

 

Been a couple years since I been to a church on a Sunday

自從我這幾年禮拜天都去了教堂

 

And I keep on saying that I’ma figure it all out one day

我會說我總有一天會搞清楚的

 

But I know that I'm lying, and I know that I have sinned

但我知道我在撒謊，我也知道我有罪過

 

And I know that I have pushed away every one of my friends

我也知道我把朋友從我身邊趕走

 

And I know that I have rage, I release it with this pen

我也知道我很生氣，但我從紙筆之間釋放我的情感

 

I make a song and pretend that everything all makes sense…HA

我創作歌曲來假裝所有事情合理化

 

People tell me they feel it

人們告訴我他們的感受

 

But part me just doesn't

但有些人沒有

 

I ask myself would I write this shit if nobody loved it

我問自己如果沒有人喜歡我寫的這些歌詞

 

Well I don't have the answer

但我沒有想到答案

 

And even if I did

但即使我找到了

 

I'd still run my mind in circles and say it all again

我仍然會陷入我的困境迴路之中並一直反覆問自己

 

[Lucidious: HOOK]

I'm walking through the life that I been given and I’m hoping that I make it alright

回想我所走過付出過的人生，而我希望我可以過得更好

 

Lookin’ in the mirror tryin’ to find the man I am nobody is in sight

我看像鏡子，試圖找到自我，但鏡中卻空無一人

 

I'm taking the only road that I know and I'm just hoping it’ll all be alright

我走向那我唯一知道的道路並希望一切順利

 

And when I fade away I just hope that you understand everything is alright

然後當我消失的時候我希望你可以知道一切都很順利的

 

[Lucidious: Verse 2]

So, I find it funny I can write a problem 20 times

所以，我發現可笑的是我可以把同個問題用20種方式去詮釋

 

In a different way with a different word and say a different rhyme

用不同的方式、不同的詞和不同的韻腳

 

But I keep on fighting this pain that I'm feeling deep inside

但我持續和我內心深處的痛苦戰鬥

 

Pissed that I wasted my time and I’m pissed that I lost my mind

我很生氣我在浪費時間也對於我失去理智很憤怒

 

But every night that I try to sleep it seems I cannot find

但每一晚我會難以入睡，因為我無法找到

 

A minute of peace but when I decease will they believe I tried

一分鐘的和平但當我死後大家會相信我曾經有嘗試過

 

I need a relief but turn on the TV cannot believe my eyes and

我想要解脫但我打開電視我不敢相信自己的眼睛

 

What do we see they make us believe all of the deceiving lies

因為他們把真相蒙蔽，傳遞著欺騙我們的謊言

 

This was not the way that you were raised

這不是引導我們成長的方式

 

Disrespectful and misbehaving

不尊重以及不信任

 

Why are you leaving I don't understand

這樣我就不懂你為何要離開

 

Fankly I really don't give a damn

坦白說我真的不在乎

 

Father, you raised me well but I am my own man

父親，你扶養握長大但我已經是成人了

 

I make my own mistakes, I’m doing what I can

我犯了錯誤，但這是我的人生

 

People tell me they feel it

人們告訴我他們的感受

 

But part me just doesn't

但沒有跟我講對我的想法

 

I ask myself would I write this shit if nobody loved it

我問自己如果沒有人喜歡我寫的這些狗屎

 

Well I don't have the answer

但，我沒有任何的解答

 

But even if I did

但假設我有了解答

 

I'd still run my mind in circles and say it all again

我仍會在我的腦海中反覆不斷的詢問自己同個問題

 

[Lucidious: HOOK]

I'm walking through the life that I been given and I’m hoping that I make it alright

回想我所走過付出過的人生，而我希望我可以過得更好

 

Lookin’ in the mirror tryin’ to find the man I am nobody is in sight

我看像鏡子，試圖找到自我，但鏡中卻空無一人

 

I'm taking the only road that I know and I'm just hoping it’ll all be alright

我走向那我唯一知道的道路並希望一切順利

 

And when I fade away I just hope that you understand everything is alright

然後當我消失的時候我希望你可以知道一切都很順利的

 

[Lucidious: Verse 3]

And at the end of the day we all make a sacrifice

在一切結束後，我們都做出了犧牲

 

We have to make a decision we gotta roll the dice

我們必須擲骰子來決定

 

Man I hope I rolled it right, but I know if I rolled it wrong

我希望我可以擲出正確的選擇，但我也知道如果我做錯的後果

 

My friends and family will be there the day that I get home

朋友及家人們會在我回家的那天等著我

 

And when i'm all alone, you can find me writing these

當我獨處時，你會發現我正寫這歌

 

Raps that I put together fighting my uncertainty

用饒舌把過去整合起來與未來的不確定對抗

 

But certainly I cannot serve everyone perfectly to those who have not 

heard of me I hope I earn your courtesy

但我也知道我不能要求那些沒有聽過我的人認同我並獲得尊重

 

Trust me I know its tough, at times we all get down

相信我，我知道這很難，有時我們都會感到失落

 

I felt this way for years, I just record it now

這樣已經持續很多年了，我現在只是把它紀錄下來

 

Ain't for the fame I’m doing this to make my family proud

我做這件事是讓我的家人感到驕傲，並不是為了名聲

 

And the love I feel when I'm on a stage and they are screaming loud

我感受到的愛是當我站在台上你們為我尖叫

 

So when you're the feeling struggle and you're feeling the pain

所以你因為困惑而到痛苦時

 

You gotta know you're not the only one feeling this way

你必須知道你並不是孤獨的

 

Follow me by my voice, won’t you just take my hand

跟著我的聲音，並牽著我的手

 

We’ll make it through together one day we will understand

我們總有一天會明白一切並度過這段時期的

 

[Lucidious: HOOK]

I'm walking through the life that I been given and I’m hoping that I make it alright

回想我所走過付出過的人生，而我希望我可以過得更好

 

Lookin’ in the mirror tryin’ to find the man I am nobody is in sight

我看像鏡子，試圖找到自我，但鏡中卻空無一人

 

I'm taking the only road that I know and I'm just hoping it’ll all be alright

我走向那我唯一知道的道路並希望一切順利

 

And when I fade away I just hope that you understand everything is alright

然後當我消失的時候我希望你可以知道一切都很順利的