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 演出者:Lucidious/Joel Woods

發行時間： 2021/09/03

收錄專輯：30 Days

[Verse 1: Joel Woods]

When I was a kid

當我還是小孩子的時候

Never thought that I would grow up

從沒想過我會長大

Never thought that God would show up

從沒想過上帝會出現

Never thought that I was enough, yeah

從沒想過我這樣就滿足了，沒錯

When I was a kid

當我還是小孩子的時候

Always thought that dad was a genius

一直以為爸爸是個天才

Always thought that bro was the meanest

一直以為兄弟從沒為我著想

Always thought that mom was the sweetest, yeah

一直以為媽媽是最漂亮的，沒錯

Some days it looks bad

有些日子很糟糕

Some days it looks bright

有些日子很明朗

Some days I can't fight

有些日子我無法克服

Some days it's just life

有些日子就只是普通的生活

I really wish that I could go back

真希望我可以回到從前

No regrets I'm really just sad

但我從來不會後悔

Never said I love you like that

從不說我喜歡這樣的妳

Never really hugged you like that

從不擁抱這樣的妳

Always just sat in the back playing Nickelback  iPod blasting Photograph

總是坐在後面聽著iPod裡的五分錢合唱團

It was like a minivan soundtrack on the way to outback

就像是開著小型貨車去內地的路上會聽的音樂

After Sunday service

在主日崇拜之後

Learned about Daniel and the furnace

讀完Daniel和熔爐的關係之後

We made songs from the verses

我們開始寫歌的段子

I don't have to tell you, but I know what growing up in church is

我不必告訴妳，但我知道再教堂裡長大是甚麼感覺

Do what you're told and the devil won't get you

去做上帝要你做的事，惡魔就部會纏著妳

I wish it was really that simple

我希望這真的很簡單

I'm not even trying to be sinful

我希望我不會變得不到德

I'm just trying to show love

我只是想要展示我對妳的愛

But sometimes I mess up

但有時候我會搞砸

Like when I was a kid in Connecticut

就像小時我後我在康涅狄格州一樣

[Hook: Joel Woods]

(When I was a kid)

當我還是小孩子的時候

(When I was a kid)

當我還是小孩子的時候

(When I was a kid, when I was a kid, when I was a kid)

當我還是小孩子，當我還是小孩子，當我還是小孩子

[Verse 2: Lucidious]

When I was a kid

當我還是小孩子的時候

I was trying to make space and escape from the place I lived

我正試著騰出空閒時間並逃離我現在正居住的空間

And when I was a kid

當我還是小孩子的時候

I would act out just to feel something embracing risk

我會付出行動並接受這些風險

And when I was a kid

當我還是小孩子的時候

If anybody talked shit, first thought was to raise a fist

如果有人對我不敬，我第一時間就會舉起拳頭

Just blame anything when the anger hit

當我憤怒的時候，我也只會怪罪所有事情

And take it out on myself when I aimed and missed

當我瞄準但失誤的時候，我就想要拿自己出氣

So I talked it out and the doctor prescribed

所以我找醫生並請他開處方箋

He said "Take this, it's an SSRI

他說''拿著，這是抗憂鬱藥"

We'll check in a month if you're feeling alright"

我們過一個月後再來看是否好轉

Then asked if I'm focused, I said "Well, not quite"

然後他又問我注意力是否集中，而我說"不太集中"

Then added a dose in for ADHD

所以有添加了一劑治過動症的藥

Wasn't really sure if I could take these safely

不能保證每次吃下他們都能平安無事

Every time I missed a pill it would make me shaky

每次我忘記吃藥我身體都會發抖

Wasn't really liking the way it changed me

我不是很喜歡它們改變我

I would rather feel low than numb

我寧願憂鬱也不要因為藥物而感到麻痺

Once I got off all of that I really opened up

但一旦我放下一切我就會敞開心房

Emotions suck, but only when you close 'em shut

唯有不去理會他們才不會產生負面的情緒

They're beautiful and really where the stories come

就會在人生中產生美麗的故事

I still, mess up as it all unfolds

但當這一切都發生時，還是會一團糟

I weigh sin and I question what I've been told

我衡量了罪惡，並問自己我所被告知的事情

I don't know how far I'll make it down this road

我不知道我會在這條道路上走多遠

I'm just a kid trying to heal my soul (my soul, my soul, my soul)

我只是個想要治癒我心靈的孩子